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Ang Lihim Nating Lahat

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Have you seen the movie, “Ang Lihim Ni Antonio”? It is reportedly the highest grossing gay indie in the history of Philippine Cinema. Congrats to the dynamic duo of Jay Altarejos and Lex Bonife — idol ko kayo! Various blogs have shared their own thoughts and opinions about the movie. Para maiba naman, let me do something a bit different…

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Notable bloggers Share…


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The Ultra-famous, Ultra-fashionable AJ of BaklaAko.com: Ang Lihim Ni Antonio Ay Lihim Ko Rin
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The Tall Dorky Nursing-Student-slash-”call boy” from Antipolo, Jhed: Ang Lihim Ni Antonio, A Shocking Revelation
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The Mysterious Kai Santorino: Ang Lihim ni Antonio - attacks itself?
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The Agile-tongued and Witty McVie: Three Films in Two Days


Notable bloggers Express…

I was able to get 3 fabcasters to “express” their feelings after watching Ang Lihim Ni Antonio… here they are, all for your wild interpretations… all in the spirit of fun ha!
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AJ of BaklaAko.com:
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Lobster Tony:
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McVie:
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Ang tataray ng mga fez! Hahaha!

By the way, the same evening when I took these photos, I was with these folks, and Misterhubs (with his hubby) — we watched Daybreak naman. Siyempre starstruck ako, being able to rub elbows with my idol lawyer-blogger. He’s such a nice guy, and seeing him with his hubby — an inspiring sight!


and then a reader shares…

Back to the topic, the movie Ang Lihim Ni Antonio. I received a rather lengthy comment from a previous post — an MGG reader, Patrick, shares his thoughts regarding his identification to the movie’s plot. Read on…

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Lahat tayo may kanya kanyang lihim,lahat tayo may katanungang pilit hinahanapan ng kasagutan, kung minsan ang mga katanungang yun ay mananatili nalang tanung hindi natin alam kung kaylan ang takdang panahon para sa bawat kasagutan… tulad ni Antonio isang tauhan sa pelikulang napanuod ko marami din gumugulong katanungan dito sa isip at puso ko at hanggang ngyun pilit ko parin hinahanap ang sagot… tulad ni Antonio ilan beses ko din tinanung ang sarili ko sa mga sinsetibong bagay na ito at sa pagdaan ng panahon unti unti kong naiintindihan kung bakit ganito…kung bakit ganun….pero bakit kaya minsan alam mo na pero ang hirap paring intindihin….

Tulad ni Antonio ang bawat lihim nya ay lihim ko din….isang realidad ng buhay na minsan ko ng tinakasan at itinataboy… pero anu ang magagawa ko hindi ko hawak ang pagtibok ng puso ko, hindi ko madiktahan ang sarili ko…ang dali magbigay ng payo sa isang kaibigan pero pag sarili mo na minsan kahit alam mo na ang tama pero dapat kaylangan mo pang marinig ito sa isang kaibigan para mas maunawaan… ganun ba talaga ang tao kaylangan ng isang kaibigang uunawa at iintindi para maging mas madali….

Tulad ni Antonio tinanung ko din sa sarili ko kung bakit hindi tayo nagkaroon ng choice sa buhay natin… walang choice kung anung pagkatao ang gusto natin… itinakda ba ng panahon at pagkakataon kung sino ang magiging pamilya natin at kung anung uri ng buhay magkakaroon tayo… sa age ko ngyun na 22 huli na ba ang mga katanungang ito? Dapat sa age na 25 kilala ko ng ng lubos ang sarili ko coz kung hindi anu na ang magyayri sa akin… hindi ko nga alam kung anu ba talaga ang pakay ko sa mundong ito….hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nandito at kung anu ang role ko sa buhay ng mga taong nakikilala ko… to make them happy and leave mark…and then what’s next?
sino ba ako sa napakalaking mundong ito?

Sa teleserye ko ako ang bida…bidang patuloy inaalam ang hiwaga ng buhay….ang bida sa teleserye minsan nasasaktan, minsan umiiyak at minsan namn naghahatid ng saya sa iba… anu ang ending? Wala pa…dahil sa isang teleserye maraming tauhan ang susulpot at magpapakilala sa bida at magsisimulang maging kabahagi sa buhay ng bida….

Bida ako na nawawala…tulad ni Antonio, nawawala sya… nagyun ko lang narinig na pag may gusto kang hanapin ang santo na si Antonio daw ang dapat tawagin para mahanap mo ang hinahanap mo… tulad ni Antonio pumasok din sa isip ko eh panu kung yung mismong nawawala ang tumatawag sa kanya…panu yun…mahahanap ba ng taong ito ang sarili nya?…

Tulad nya siguro balang araw malalaman ko din ang bawat tanung ko,,mabibigyan ng bawat kasagutan ang mga bagay bagay na nagpapagulo sakin…

(Thanks to reader Patrick for sharing! Good luck sa hinahanap mo!)


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33 Responses to “ Ang Lihim Nating Lahat ”
  1. wow, thanks for posting my entry here. I’d like to know other people’s opinions on this movie.

  2. How old was the guy who played Antonio? I don’t know it kinda bothered me since he looks too you and I felt like I was watching underage porn for some of the sex scenes since he was fully nude and you can kinda see his junk and dakma talaga kung dakma ang drama nung ibang sex scenes.

  3. gossipgirl

    Feb 26, 2008
    Reply

    schedule of this pink film plz? gossip girl need to watch it! xoXo

  4. Ang lupit naman ng mga katanungan mo. Well bata pa nga tayo para hanapin ang kasagutan ng mga katanungang ganyan. Sabi nga, learning is a continuous process. Sometimes, we find the answers at the end. Parang kapag gumagawa ka ng experiment di ba? Malalaman mo lang ang result after mo magawa ito. Parang sa paggawa din ng papers, ang answers to questions laging nasa huli.
    Well, sabi ng lolo ko nun, na maiintindihan mo rin ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo pagdating ng panahon. It really takes time nga to know everything we wanted to know. Kalurky isipin di ba?
    Pero kaya natin ito!

  5. wow, nagsama-sama ang mga idol kong bloggers, good to see AJ’s pic here, have been watching some of his videos on youtube, hmmm, i am wondering how misterhubs looks like..hehehe

  6. as in ito na ba ang latest update about sa top grossers among indie films, ang sabi kasi sa pep, daybreak daw ang nagtop ever base sa kwento ng robinson’s, hmmm

  7. any chance you know where this will be shown here in Cebu?

  8. I should have post my review about that Jhed and AJ’s post is on top waaaaah sayang ang link love =D

  9. WinterKing

    Feb 26, 2008
    Reply

    Parang yung song na BETTER DAYZ heheh

  10. anton maton

    Feb 27, 2008
    Reply

    ang taray ng lola lobster! nakapilantik ang mga daliri. pero may kulang - di naka-manicure ang lola! bagay sa yo burgundy!

  11. any release date for the DVD?

  12. maganda sya. Napanood ko n rin sya sa Galleria. Sumasalamin sa karamuhang may parehong lihim. Well Done!

  13. hgh,

    Kenji Garcia was 18 and the guy who played Nathan was 20 when the movie was shot. the only underage guy there was Jiro Manio, i think.

  14. i like jiro manio a lot.

  15. Like antonio, My life is so complicated. I too am a closet gay, i admit it now. But if i broke my family and friends’ hearts, i wont be happy. I have someone special right now. We were so inlove. But now, we’re beginning to realize things. That our relationship wont be like this forever, someday we will have a wife, children like that. Well its so complicated to adjust. The more I tried the more Im afraid and the more Im falling in love with him. Everybody respects me and thinks Im straight. Frankly I have the looks, appeal and body. I dont have anyone to talk about this with, so my heart and mind is deeply confused, frustrated and miserable. I have no outlet. Although Im used to living a straight life, and I can say Im happy nman with it. But everything changes as I think of the love of my life. I love him very much. We shed tears together, been to college together, do stuffs and activities together. We have so much in common. I dont want to lose him. And recently since we were both going through this dilemma, in order for us to be together, we will be best friends or like brothers. In that way, we will forever be connected with each other, and no one will get hurt. But one thing I dont know how will I adjust with… Him having girlfriend. I always cry at night. I always think about him all the time. I always think of problems even if they dont come yet. I love him very much. Sorry for this long comment. Its my first time to express myself though anonymously. Hope there is someone in the same boat could talk to me. I feel na nababaliw na talaga ako sa kanya. But in his side, nakakayanan nman nya magadjust. Im not yet mature, I still think, live and move like a kid. Thats why stuff like this is so complicated. Hope I have someone to talk to.

  16. @Edward
    I think a lot of gay men go through that trial because of “the love that dare not speak its name”.
    I don’t mean to belittle your experience. Quite the opposite really. Why does “Lihim ni Antonio”, “Daybreak”, “Latter Days” etc resound and touch us so profoundly? Because there are themes or scenes in these movies that we can relate too. Relate to a lot.

    Your story is similar to a lot of people. Your request, that you have someone to talk to or someone who will just listen to you, is also a common. Where am I going with this?

    There used to be groups that did this, have meet ups weekly to discuss topics about gay life and its ups and downs. An honest to goodness discussion (not a mask for hookups) of varied age groups, with no discrimination whatsoever and all that is required is an open mind and heart. Not many groups are around anymore for varied reasons…. Several friends are toying with the idea of starting something similar soon. The only question that we need to iron out is logistics…
    Who is interested?

  17. Lex Bonife

    Feb 28, 2008
    Reply

    Correction lang po…

    “Maximo” is the highest grossing digital gay film in Philippine Cinema (dahil pinalabas ito sa SM Cinema)

    “Ang Lihim ni Antonio” — highest grossing digital film sa BUONG ROBINSONS CINEMA (as of Feb 28, 2008)

    “daybreak” - highest grossing sa Cinema 8 (Indie Sine) ng Robinsons

  18. Fernando IX

    Feb 28, 2008
    Reply

    Alex, gisalida na ni sa Cebu yadz. Sa may Eden Cinema bana sa Colon but I never watched it kay nagkalata gyud ang kabayotan didto nga dili ra ang pagtan-aw ang ganahan… hahahaha…

  19. sh*t naiyak ako

  20. Jaypee Reyes

    Feb 29, 2008
    Reply

    Lex, Maximo was blown up into 35mm kaya naipalabas ng marami. I think Antonio is all digital hanggang sa pagpapalabas sa nito.

    http://www.yehey.com/entertainment/celeb s/article.aspx?id=203179

    Clash of the swishy movies
    There’s an on-going clash between the gay-oriented movies, superficially Jay Alterejos’“Ang Lihim ni Antonio” and Adolf Alix, Jr.’s “Daybreak,” as to which is the highest grossing digital gay movie in the history of local cinema. There’s really no argument. “Ang Lihim” showed in a full-size theater in Robinsons Galleria while “Daybreak” at the smaller-sized Indie Sine. There’s no apple-to-apple comparison. The certified record, therefore, belongs to “Ang Lihim.” For three days, it hit almost P.7 million in ticket sales which made Jay jump with joy. This makes its predecessor “Ang Lalake Sa Parola” slide to the number two slot. “Ang Lihim ni Antonio” entered third week of screening at Robinsons Galleria this week. It will open in Sta. Lucia East and Gotesco Grand Central on March 5.

    By : Edgar O. Cruz | Entertainment Editor
    29 February 2008 | 9:05 AM

  21. Daybreak has a more indie feel.
    Lihim is more commercial, i think.
    Glad to know that Kenjie was NOT below 18 when he shot the movie.

  22. Jaypee Reyes

    Mar 10, 2008
    Reply

    kai,

    don’t know your basis for saying that daybreak has more indie feel and that antonio is more commercial. If you notice, the lead actors in antonio are not really well known unlike coco and paolo who are rather known and besides, antonio tackles other issues like the over-all phenomenon and abuse, not just homosexuality. And these issues are not normally tackled in commercial films. It just so happened that anotnio has been packaged as a commercial film. And the fils treatment is a deviation from your “hollywood”/ mainstream films.

    Thanks, anyways, mabuhay tayong lahat at maraming nanuod ng ating m,ga pelikula.

  23. mighty mikee

    Mar 12, 2008
    Reply

    The movie was nice, very dark…Mas enjoy ako pinanuod ang ‘Lihim’ kesa sa ‘Daybreak’

  24. I’ve seen the film and I am telling you guys I didn’t expect that the film was so fucking good! love it!!!

  25. I like it better than daybreak which bored me!

  26. SantaMonica

    Apr 6, 2008
    Reply

    buti na lang napanuod ko na to sa UP nung 02/04. lol astig.

  27. musclehunk

    May 26, 2008
    Reply

    bored ang daybreak,2 lng ang characters,hehehe.nakakabato….

  28. Ei.. i had watched the movie and am believing sa sabi nila. The story is free flowing.. smooth yung story tapos biglang may mgashocking revelations na di mo talaga akalain. Ang galing ng script.

    I love the scene nung may scene yung lead actor at si Ivan.. an*l sex sila tapos napapungol si lead actor.

    The best plot naman para sakin is nung scene na nahuli sila ng mommy niya getting fucked (that really sucks!)

    yun! post uli ako kapag may nareview akong film again:)

    Love this site!

  29. Part 2: isa pa pala, yung scene na tinatanong nung lead actor kung ano ba yung experience niya about love.. kung naattract ba siya sa guy… then to summarize is

  30. IBA TALAGA ANG BOY SA GIRL.. YUN PO!

  31. I like the film, the fact that it tackles one’s hardship of coming out but lucky enough to have one friend who understands him, but the all the scenes that has been portrayed of how a bodding gay person starting to manifest himself really did excites me ( a true to life experience i should say…lol)it mirrors the reality of gays life i supposed, i just don’t like the ending coz its a tragic ending but its highly recommended a must see film for all gayz i can watch it all over again, hopefully it will be shown in the London Gay and Lesbian Film Festival and in SF as well. Congrats to the staff of that film, waiting for more films of the same quality…

  32. BTW, guyz kindly watch “Mga Paru-parong Rosas(pink Butterflies)” from a newcomer film indie director named Jowee Morell-British Pinoy who moved back to Pinas to do some directing and his one of us, this film been shown in the London Gay and Lesbian Festival who got good reviews from the organizers and audiences, two closeted gays who’s hiding to enjoy each others company, with their own stories to tell why they can’t come out, love scenes are really passionate and daring of how two people really want to show to the world that they really love each other as the saying goes….”masarap ang nakaw na pag-
    ibig”…so look for it guyz in the video store, you might enjoy and relate to this film and give your support to this newcomer director…. Try watching it Migz and let us know what yah think of the film.


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