I’ve been following your blog for more than a year now. I’m not exactly sure how I found your blog, but I have it now on my ‘favorite’ bookmarks.
Anyway, my friends call me Max. I work on a cruise ship as a photographer. I am a firm believer of open relationship, until recently.
James and I have been boyfriends for a year and five months, and yes, we have an open relationship. I told him it’s okay for him to have sex with anyone, as long as I am informed before or right after the deed, no kissing the lips, and no sweet cuddles. And I was doing the same thing, especially when I was abroad. Then yesterday we met in Megamall around 1130am so we can have lunch together and watch V-League in San Juan afterwards. While we were having lunch, he told me he has to go around 7pm because his friend asked him to come with him so they can bully the ex of his friend. My intuition told me that there’s something wrong, so I asked for the guy’s number and sent him a text message.
So it was confirmed. It wasn’t a friend, but another someone my boyfriend is dating. Well, they’ve done the deed twice already. I told the guy that it was okay for me, but honestly, it’s not. I told James I was jealous. I’ve never been so jealous all my life.
This is not the first time I caught him red handed lying to me. We’ll, we’re both guilty of violating our rule to inform each other before or right after the deed. He’s only 18 now, and this age is known as ‘makakati’. I know he’s been having affairs with a lot of people, his friends and chat rooms can tell.
Migs, I am at a loss. I don’t know what to do. Should I break up with James or stay with him, and do what? Sobrang sakit ng nangyari kahapon. Hindi ko alam kung masakit dahil alam kong magkasama sila, or dahil mas nabigyan ng priority ung isang guy over saakin. 1030pm, I texted the guy, and they’re still together. I, nor my friends can’t give me advise on what to do next with James and our relationship. I asked James if he still loves me, and he said yes, and I love him so much too!
I wish you can show me some directions.
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