In this last installment of my email exchange with Seth, he puts his foot down and answers his own question, “Am I gay?” — read on and feel free to share your thoughts on how he brings his issues to a close. (For those who have not yet read the previous installments, read it here then here.)
(Copied exactly from his email:)
i’ve been out of town for a couple of days…actually weeks.. kaya di na po ako nakapagreply….
i went to different places with my barkada.. trip trip lng… cebu for sinulog..
boracay for a tan… bacolod just because it was on the way…
now that i’m back…. i would really love to thank you….
the trip we had…. and the talk we had.. was all i needed to tell myself who am i… to answer my question…
sa lahat ng napuntahan nmin… i have proven myself that i’m finally over with the feeling of getting attracted to other guys… and not just because.. i don’t want to.. o pinipilit ko sarili ko na “huwag”… but because.. it suddenly became not my thing.. ayaw ko… it just evaporated from my system… we hanged out in different places met a lot of people… pero it never came in my mind kahit na my gay friend actually set me up to be with this guy..
i guess it was just my fear… kung bakit ako uncertain… and you were right… in the end…. ako parin magdedecide what i am.. who i am… i will be forever grateful for giving me this confidence…. you didn’t give me the answers… you made me look for the answer…….. you say your not a therapist.. pero if you would change into that profession.. i’m sure you’ll be a good one and you’ll be able to help a lot of people…
let me say it one more time… THANK YOU……
and oh.. what do you mean you’ll publish it?
i’ve heard from my friend you have a blog..
is that what your talking about??
o sa magazine o dyaryo mo publish.. hehe..
anyway.. kahit saan pa man… its no problem…
THANK YOU MIGS….
Now that Seth has given his last word on the issue, how about you, what are your last words for Seth?
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